Message in a bottle

Monday, May 29, 2006

Unexpected Result

After secuing my job at JVC, the only things in left in mind is only the final result, Infact the one worries become stronger as the burden of finding a job is putted down.

In all the modules, the one worrying me the most will be my Final Year Project, coz i myself don't think i done a satisfying job in this; strictly say, i only manage to satisfy 1/4 of the scope given to me, though my supervisor say i will be okay, i just need more time to complete the scope, but deadline just approached and the project ended just like that, leaving many things undone.

I don't think i will fail my FYP, but the most i am expecting from my FYP in the C or B range. but ok lor, it is a fruit of what you had sow mah, done less, expect less lor; can only blame myself in this, not others.

Today, Thursday morning, can't help waking up early eagering to check the result, 9:05am, open the website, and............... .... WOW!!!! jump up with joy and hopping around kitchen and main TV room, giving thanks to GOD.

The result?? something i haven' t ever imagine before, a A+ my first and only A+ throughout my university life. Something must have gone wrong someway along the way, what i can say this is God's Grace, God has answer my prayer in this matter, and the credit all belongs to God, who make this senario possible.

Getting a A+ for my FYP really means something, it is something worth elaborating on during my job hunt (if possible), coz it really stands out among all the modules, more story to tell.. hahah..

more testimony had happen these two weeks, if i have time, will want to share with you guys.

to be continued...................

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
2:25 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

Day's without Internet

no broadband internet at new house; applied for it, but have to wait for 2 weeks before the line can be activated according to the Singtel officer. So..... . . two weeks without internet, days are extremely difficult without internet, want to send resume to apply for job also got problem, don't mention i miss this blog a lot.

used to 4 years of internet availability twenty four seven inside campus, really used to it and already taken it into granted, but right now realised that it is not.

at this moment writing this post at NUS Computer Centre, just to update about my current status, kind of funny felling writing this using a shared computer, coz normally i write using my computer in my room, where the environment is familiar, and i feel more secure there.... .

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
1:38 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

Working on a house

buy things bit by bit, add thing here and there just to make sure that the house will be a pleasent place to stay, before noticing it, has already spend hundred over dollar on just buying small small things.... wow, look like maintaing a house alone is some what burdening financially...... and what more, no income recently............

bought so much. Yet,so much to be bought.......... arg!!!!!

emptying bank account little by little ^^;

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
5:42 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Home Alone - Sick

Leaved my campus hostel and moved into this new home at Clementi already, this is a nice little house which is comfortable to stay in. Housemate are moh lung, hock chun and peng tiong, all of them have gone back to their respective hometown to enjoy their holiday, leaving only me as the house keeper.

May be because of lack of sleep and excessive activities over the weekends, today feeling very weak. Headache, flu, fever all coming in at one go, the worse things is, I am alone at home (this time really a home, not at hostel or campus accomodation where there are still people around), feeling really "ke lian". have to take care of myself alone, even have to cook my lunch and my dinner despite feeling like collapsing anytime.

I am an independent guy, able to take care of myself without much difficulties even when i am sick, but this time really run down by pittiful mindset and thinking. How i wish i can be at home confident that my parents will take care of me during times like this. How i wish there is somebody out there which is willing to take care of me during time like this.

I guess i am just too tired.

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
3:33 PM