Message in a bottle

Thursday, July 27, 2006

妹妹又回来了。。

晴天霹雳！！今天收到一个天大的消息。。妹妹这个礼拜天会来新加坡找工作。这样快？？？！！！她才回去不到两个礼拜叻！！虽然有听说过她要来碰碰运气，但完全没有料到会这样快。。才两个礼拜叻，有必要这样快吗？？？。完全没有心理准备，要怎么做？？要住哪里？？来几久？？有时间陪她吗？？有足够的财力support她吗？？这些因素完全没有想过。。

心里真的很乱。。。好不容易要安定下来的生活又被打乱了。。。

Not really sure, but i regards this as god's will, not letting me to fall into my comfort zone to make sure that i don't fall into the trap of a routine life, but make sure things happen so that i always aware of the things changes, and always dependent of god's love and blessing. God! this time i really pray hard, that things will goes on well, and my sister will enjoy her stay here!! I don't know how, but i have faith that you will turn things around for me.

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
2:58 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

1 Year Anniversary

不知不觉!! This site existed for more than 1 year already... still can recall that it was started when i am doing my VIP at A*Star DSI. That time start this site just for a girl, wanted to know her more and for wanted her to know me more.... infact, i pick up both the habit of writing blog and diary by then, think she has a significant influence on me. Though at the end, didn't manage to make the relationship work, I gave up at last.

Right now, i am still continuing to write this blog and diary, cause really think that this was fun and meaningful, everytime when i look back at my previous post or my diary, i can recall the feeling i am having then clearly and give it a big smile, nomatter good or evil, fun or sad, right or wrong, cause this is my life, this is my story, it is something tangible and worth remembering.

I wonder how may people had seen this sites, think won't be a lot of people cause i don't promote this sites too much, all 随缘 one, may be that is the reason i manage to write all kind of stuff in this sites. though sometimes I myself also think very 长气. (sorry if it wasted so much of your time to read these silly silly though, and sorry if it really bored you)

A lot of effort has been putted in this sites, but although much picture and editing has been done, the site still cannot escape from it original look, cause this guy here didn't know much about website designing, he only know how to add small things here and there, but not able and don't dare to do a major 'Renovation'. I like the site, particularly i like the picutre of Tawau at middle right corner of the site, it really takes me back to hometown everytime i look at it. So won't homesick so much. ^^;

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
12:01 AM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

By the Way

By the way, if you haven't noted, i just celebrated my convo, finally got my Scroll that once seems so far away. The pics can be found at Flicker Frame situated at lower right hand corner of the website.

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
8:35 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

到底是要还是不要给

上个礼拜，母亲和妹妹都到了新加坡参加我的毕业典礼。

搞笑的是她们在这里的消费，都是我出的。但心里真的很矛盾。。
虽然已经决定了用第一个月的薪水招待她们，但。。
嘴巴虽然在说“没关系啦，要买就买啦，我钱还够用” 心里却在痛, “jialak 又是一笔”
同样的事情发生了好多好多次。。。

她们在这里呆了四天，走了好多地方，牛车水，orchard, esplanade, suntec, bugis..... 买的东西啊？？！！不敢讲叻。现在她们走了，虽然是用了我一笔钱，但并没有想象中多，虽然真的很庆幸，但又觉得她们太见外了，不应该和我客气。。。

奇怪了！？我到底是想给她们了，还是不是呢？？？是甘愿给呢？？还是不甘愿呢？？？

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
12:29 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

$0.10 for a Cordless Phone????

Today receive a Letter from Capitaland today. Wondering what is inside, how on earth can i have something to do with Capitaland initially, is it a promotion letter again?? or ppl using my name to apply to some funny funny thing. Starting to queried, more towards worry actually.

Wow!!!! I win a lucky draw, though it is not something very expensive, (only a Cordless Telephone) but this is already enough to make this guy who had never win a single sen from lucky draw happy....

This is the cordless phone I get at the end of the day. Wanted to thank God for providing things for me, indeed God is my provider.

The phone is already at use, cause the house really lack of one phone. amazing on how God can provide for us, make sure that our lack is fulfilled.

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
1:08 PM

Lan Cable @ 2

尽心尽力，努力的吧 Lan Cable 弄直弄好。。结果：。。。。。

冷啊！！！看来还是不要怪别人好了。。。
显啊！！！怎么办呢？？？

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
12:49 PM

我想更懂你 -- 潘玮柏/苏芮

无意间在潘玮柏的新专辑听到这首歌。。。
很喜欢很喜欢。。尤其是歌词。。很真实很感人。。
述说着母子两代的关系，挂钩，无奈。。

歌曲：我想更懂你
歌手：潘玮柏/苏芮 专辑：反转地球

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

请你听听我的真心话
你每天看着我长大
但你是否了解我内心矛盾的对话
你板着脸孔不屑的对着我看
我的视线没有能勇气
只好面对冷冰冰的地板
这就是你这就是我我们之间的互动
何时开始慢慢加以冷藏加以冷冻
我好想逃我好想躲进一个洞
我需要真正了解我的人为我进行解救
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我试过好多次的机会想要触碰你手
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
但是显然不是我叙述我的故事

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
in this life our love
is in our hearts to see though people change the future's
still inside of me
we must remember that romorrow
comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say

in this life our love
is in our hearts to see
though people change the future's
still inside of me
we must remember that romorrow
comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
whenever you come
whatever we talk
and i'll right here waiting for you

你曾经说过当我站在十字路口
只要有你在我不会经历漫长的夜去等待
现在十字路口只有我独自站
没有对象寻找答案只好自我反叛
看我其实没那么好战
我也希望说话可以婉转不让你心烦
对你开口好难我想要无话不谈
我的人生我的个性其实没那么烂
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我好想回到过去看你微笑摸摸我的头
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
如果换个公式我祈祷不同故事

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
(永远爱着你)

This bottle was thrown to the sea on:
8:26 AM